So i just wanna share this. So i went offline at around 1, or was it 12, and after that all i did was stare at the ceiling, text, just waiting for me to fall asleep. and as usual i cannot sleep that easily; and it was around 3 i decided to try my best to even just close my eyes.

I ended up thinking about so many things, and recently that night I was happy because of something i didn't expect to happen; and keeping it of course, but still very confused and hurt at the same time; let's just say i'm still in my hangover stage..I AINT DRUNK.
Looots on my mind, and the next thing i knew it was 4am, and i sat up on my bed and just stared at... i think it was the tv? it was dark. hahaha!

why are you even reading this?? haha! you can stop now cause i'm gonna go on.



i told you to stop!!





so over and over again i told myself things, and ending up falling asleep at around 4:30. BUT THEN, woke up again at around 5:15 or something, and I was freezing, and i started thinking again (ok what is wrong with me)
so i fell asleep after some time, this time it's longer, it was around 8 when i woke up. and after that i couldn't sleep anymore, so i just watched TV, half alive and frozen.




told you, you should of stopped
now i'm gonna paint something for someone. hahaha!!